
I've celebrated May Day for the last three years, since the
first May I had this blog. It only seems natural that May Day be my
blog's unofficial holiday.
I didn't celebrate it this year. I still have the maypole. It's in my garage. My father even commented on it just last week.
I just couldn't summon up the energy and the joy it takes to put something like that together. It was a grey day, and I ended up scrambling to get ready for a last minute audition anyway, so in a way it's good I didn't plan something. Imagine the stress.
But I did miss it.
It's been a long winter, and signs of spring are slow in coming. Spring here is yellow. Daffodils and these yellow bushes that awaken some latent childhood spring memories in me. But, oddly enough, they are melancholy. Not a riotous, joyful feeling. A spot of yellow among the mud and grey. I miss the bright pink and purple azaleas. I miss sunshine and warm breezes. Sandals and sundresses. Spring is too slow in emerging. I don't feel like celebrating. I feel like giving it a swift kick in the pants.
(MQ did note that it was May Day by asking if Angry Birds Seasons put out a new level for May Day. Sadly, no)